To Respected Sir,
With due regards, I’m writing this mail on behalf of a person who seeks attention for a while. I believe till now we have so many disagreements that you ultimately overlooked my status itself. Actually problem was from my side, I expected all those things from you, which I suppose to be expecting from Raman Sir. Idea is, still I m positive about you and that hope led me to write this mail. I guess the way I always treat people is quite alien to you and all. But you have to agree that those different ways always are with good intentions. I felt in the starting you are a knowledgeable person, which I was not wrong, but with that I found your ways of appreciation not cozy. I was bounded by the words and statements. Now gradually the time passed by, I actually found you as not a dictating ruler. You took my ignorance as my arrogance somewhere. You actually made me realize that my college days are over. I had theoretical knowledge and an attitude to claim world. I always trusted you as whatever I will say, it would be taken in right spirit. Believe me I would have left this company on the day I saw Chennai office in a house.
But believe me idea was not to run. You would also not believe that I didn’t tell anything about my conditions and situation to my parents in starting. I knew they were happy to see their kid growing. My father arranged one maintenance job for me and I kicked it as I wanted to be in development team. I had a pressure as I ‘m the eldest and even after earning a good degree I was not landing in good job. Those days I was reading more about Steve Jobs and Apple. I found how he managed to make multi millions from a small room. So now comes how this does all relates to you. You never said be here, you never begged me for spending time, and you can say you’re most welcome to leave this company.
So, let us answer your questions, as I knew field well, a layer of polishing can yield good results .As a professional going and feeling the crux of a job gives an inner energy to work. More exposure to field study, customer interactions study, subject matter study, better and organized system implementation (work processes) , documentation planning and business logic creation will lead to a Subject Matter Expert. I guess all this will be too big to digest and well you can say it’s a small company, which suddenly attacked by market crisis so we can’t do it right now and also all these things are related to our software project. I m not saying here that I will be involved in making records like a clerk, but it involves active participation of each unit(Human Resource) of company. I’ m finding it like we all doing for either to show Raman Sir, or a formality. Let’s make this documentation more interactive and revolutionized. And I’m a capable contender for the challenges. As I’ll be graduated to the second year soon, I guess these abilities will be expected.
Also, I want an appraisal system as I guess that will at least let me know where I m lacking both personally and professionally. It should involve everybody in as a unit for expectations for next year from me.I always dream of making a company, I guess you know this and also that right now I don’t stand a chance. I want to grow into a sober professional. And believe there were times when personally I was thrashed and I had no willingness to work and live in Chennai at all. It every time I took the decision my conscience doesn’t allow me. I’m not like Senthil Krishnan or Radha Krishnan as our goals are different. I always believed in philosophy that “we work together”, there is no hierarchy. If some matrix is there that is virtual, on paper.
Also I want to justify why haven’t I did anything in past 18months where every time we met I had something to say. It wasn’t easy in the starting my father was paying my loan, not me. So asking any financial aid was a hesitation. I don’t know why but now I found myself caught in time. As I guess you remember we agreed that the moment I get a good job I will leave. But I guess you witnessed my efforts and also the market. I don’t about others but I was not getting good calls. That time I asked you whether I m a Human Resource to the company or not. That time you answered yes and accepted me as employee. But idea still revolves around the same point that is we seeking growth of our Human Resource and if yes then how we going to ensure quality. I m feeling caught in routine there isn’t any good feeling that I m doing my life’s first professional project and hence hindering my growth. I don’t say here that you are responsible for this. But as being team mates we should try to get a solution, if somebody is trapped. Navaneetha is now fresh from the college his enthusiasm is healthy and also I guess his ambitions are not crushing him. I do try to take as much inspiration from him. But guess what, I lost it.
Yes I’m feeling little drained mentally as well as physically, I m making my efforts but your suggestions will be more than welcomed. That’s the only reason I can’t continue my any of the pursuance. Music Class, Gym, Guitar, CAT coaching, Princeton Review, MCTS and Paintings all were great disasters.
I guess mentioning sir here was bit difficult as you are not an old fellow, and your views are welcomed on any day for discussion. I was trying to talk to you on that breakfast meeting but I found not comfortable with me.
I don’t want to lose this job because I could not do it. My father started (joined a company) when it was nothing and left it when it was India‘s number One Two Wheeler exporter. So this is a prodigy and destiny. I’ m hoping positives out of this mail with a reply.
Nobody did in a day to be greatest, It all happen days to be greatest.
Thanks a lot
For all the support
Sincerely
Loveleen Krishna Sharva.
With due regards, I’m writing this mail on behalf of a person who seeks attention for a while. I believe till now we have so many disagreements that you ultimately overlooked my status itself. Actually problem was from my side, I expected all those things from you, which I suppose to be expecting from Raman Sir. Idea is, still I m positive about you and that hope led me to write this mail. I guess the way I always treat people is quite alien to you and all. But you have to agree that those different ways always are with good intentions. I felt in the starting you are a knowledgeable person, which I was not wrong, but with that I found your ways of appreciation not cozy. I was bounded by the words and statements. Now gradually the time passed by, I actually found you as not a dictating ruler. You took my ignorance as my arrogance somewhere. You actually made me realize that my college days are over. I had theoretical knowledge and an attitude to claim world. I always trusted you as whatever I will say, it would be taken in right spirit. Believe me I would have left this company on the day I saw Chennai office in a house.
But believe me idea was not to run. You would also not believe that I didn’t tell anything about my conditions and situation to my parents in starting. I knew they were happy to see their kid growing. My father arranged one maintenance job for me and I kicked it as I wanted to be in development team. I had a pressure as I ‘m the eldest and even after earning a good degree I was not landing in good job. Those days I was reading more about Steve Jobs and Apple. I found how he managed to make multi millions from a small room. So now comes how this does all relates to you. You never said be here, you never begged me for spending time, and you can say you’re most welcome to leave this company.
So, let us answer your questions, as I knew field well, a layer of polishing can yield good results .As a professional going and feeling the crux of a job gives an inner energy to work. More exposure to field study, customer interactions study, subject matter study, better and organized system implementation (work processes) , documentation planning and business logic creation will lead to a Subject Matter Expert. I guess all this will be too big to digest and well you can say it’s a small company, which suddenly attacked by market crisis so we can’t do it right now and also all these things are related to our software project. I m not saying here that I will be involved in making records like a clerk, but it involves active participation of each unit(Human Resource) of company. I’ m finding it like we all doing for either to show Raman Sir, or a formality. Let’s make this documentation more interactive and revolutionized. And I’m a capable contender for the challenges. As I’ll be graduated to the second year soon, I guess these abilities will be expected.
Also, I want an appraisal system as I guess that will at least let me know where I m lacking both personally and professionally. It should involve everybody in as a unit for expectations for next year from me.I always dream of making a company, I guess you know this and also that right now I don’t stand a chance. I want to grow into a sober professional. And believe there were times when personally I was thrashed and I had no willingness to work and live in Chennai at all. It every time I took the decision my conscience doesn’t allow me. I’m not like Senthil Krishnan or Radha Krishnan as our goals are different. I always believed in philosophy that “we work together”, there is no hierarchy. If some matrix is there that is virtual, on paper.
Also I want to justify why haven’t I did anything in past 18months where every time we met I had something to say. It wasn’t easy in the starting my father was paying my loan, not me. So asking any financial aid was a hesitation. I don’t know why but now I found myself caught in time. As I guess you remember we agreed that the moment I get a good job I will leave. But I guess you witnessed my efforts and also the market. I don’t about others but I was not getting good calls. That time I asked you whether I m a Human Resource to the company or not. That time you answered yes and accepted me as employee. But idea still revolves around the same point that is we seeking growth of our Human Resource and if yes then how we going to ensure quality. I m feeling caught in routine there isn’t any good feeling that I m doing my life’s first professional project and hence hindering my growth. I don’t say here that you are responsible for this. But as being team mates we should try to get a solution, if somebody is trapped. Navaneetha is now fresh from the college his enthusiasm is healthy and also I guess his ambitions are not crushing him. I do try to take as much inspiration from him. But guess what, I lost it.
Yes I’m feeling little drained mentally as well as physically, I m making my efforts but your suggestions will be more than welcomed. That’s the only reason I can’t continue my any of the pursuance. Music Class, Gym, Guitar, CAT coaching, Princeton Review, MCTS and Paintings all were great disasters.
I guess mentioning sir here was bit difficult as you are not an old fellow, and your views are welcomed on any day for discussion. I was trying to talk to you on that breakfast meeting but I found not comfortable with me.
I don’t want to lose this job because I could not do it. My father started (joined a company) when it was nothing and left it when it was India‘s number One Two Wheeler exporter. So this is a prodigy and destiny. I’ m hoping positives out of this mail with a reply.
Nobody did in a day to be greatest, It all happen days to be greatest.
Thanks a lot
For all the support
Sincerely
Loveleen Krishna Sharva.
